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Sunday, September 27th, 2015

Time:12:38 pm.
A word.  Said.  Cannot be unsaid.  Like a bell. rung.  cannot be unrung.  That's what they say.  In the law.  I suppose it was the law, which inspired me.  To say it to  you.  But you asked.  So I told you.  I try to search for the truth as absoulte as an autistic finds it.  But you don't.  You can't handle it.  You weren't built, raised or don't exist that way. And I know that.  I knew that.  But I said it anyway.  Because you asked.  And because it's the truth, the way I see it.  And because it hurt me.  It hurt me that you lied.  It hurt me that you lied.  And it hurt me when you said you didn't want me to interfere in your private life.  Because I feel like.  If you really want to be with me forever.  for the long haul.  then you must do it.

And becuase, you haven't dealt with what happened.  Because you still have feelings for her.  And because, you think that, by ignoring the past, you have resolved the past.

Well, we may be through with the past, but the past isn't through with us.
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Wednesday, March 19th, 2014

Time:9:21 am.

I compromise not because i think it's right or fair but because I am too tired to fight. It's not worth it for my mental state to be compromised to such an extent. It doesn't matter what I wish or hope, only what is.

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Thursday, January 23rd, 2014

Time:6:00 pm.

Motherfucker.

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Monday, March 4th, 2013

Time:7:06 pm.

this place feels quiet. and I am truly alone
. sleep maybe this is how it needs to be.

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Monday, January 14th, 2013

Time:1:56 pm.

One year

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